Every day is a new day...

...is something that we are trying to remember.
Jen put it good the other day, "Thinking about Anarazell is a never ending thought. It isn't something that we are ever going to stop thinking about."
And she is right. We are back "home" again and starting to get settled, but everything makes us think about our daughter that isn't here. Our house, her bed, our dear friend's babies. Isabella had a good talk with us the other day. She has a little friend who has a baby sister that was born only 2 weeks before Anarazell. Isabella was trying to work through that Micah has a baby sister, and she did as well, but Micah's baby isn't going to die, is she? And even though Anarazell isn't with us...she is still a big sister...right? Lot's going through her mind!
Tomorrow we start our first day as "volunteers". Jen is going to start working in the daycare, only 2 days a week to start off with. So she will have plenty of time to be home and try to get us back to "normal". Maybe later she can work more is she wants to, but she is fine with the arrangement now. I still don't know exactly what I will be doing and when, but I am guessing that I will start this week as well.
Also one of my little brothers is coming out this Wednesday to see us and stay for almost a week. We are excited about that. Isabella is especially excited to see her "Uncle Paulie".
Well, we are alive and God is still God.
I wrote a little booklet about our story and how amazing God is. We are trying to figure out how to get it printed so it will be in a form that is more condusive to distribution...maybe I will end up just posting it here...we'll see.
I'll update when I can...