...I started reading though the month of December on my blog this morning. I don't know what possesed me to do it. I don't think that I have really read through that since I wrote it several months ago. It was probably a good thing to re-visit. Life gets so very busy that it is easy, for me as a guy, to just "bury" what has happened and move on with life, without total healing. It has been less then 6 months that she has been gone...so it isn't like we are "over" it by a long shot.
It is good for me to remember this when I see Jen having a hard day. She is still living right in the middle of the pain. She is doing well, but we live on a very small campus, fewer then 100 students, and more then half of the married ladies are either carrying around infants or are pregnant.
(Hey multiply and replenish right? :-)
Since I don't hang out with the ladies as much, I am not inundated with conversation that goes along with pregnency and babies, so I tend not to notice our "empty arms" as much as she does.
So it was good this morning to "re-live" a little of what we went through, feel the emotions again, and just remember...
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