Day 10

Today our families met with the doctors. Nothing has changed, but they had some questions that I couln't answer. Last week when Jen and I had a meeting with them, I don't remember much past the point when they said that all babies with this type of condition have died. So, it was good to have the families here to get things clear in their mind.
One thing that was a bit different, is that they are leaning toward the idea that there could be a one in four chance that this will happen again. 25% chance. Not good odds for our future family.
So far, it looks like Isabella will be a only child. It still isn't a total fact, but it "looks" that way right now.
Pretty weird. The odds that Jen and I would both have this certain "resessive gene" and both pass it on to our child are so great...but it happened, and we aren't willing to risk it again.
Please be praying for Jen in this. She has wanted nohting more in her life then to be a mommy, and to have this taken away from her in this way...it will be hard. We thank God that we have Isabella. It would be much harder if Anarazell was our first child...
Pretty tired and stressed today. Trying to learn to let God have control in every aspect of our lives...in othe things, including the life of our daughter...